I'm going crazy!!!

who would want to leave a job, that pays above 2k, and you just have to sit around, do some ordering of raw materials, do your own studying, plan your own projects and no targets to meet, talk to customers, pacify suppliers and pdt workers and customers and salespersons, serve the net for own purpose, have your own lab and office, demand the 3rd highest pay in the company, eats lunch alone, bonus cheated off by the company, office files lying on the floor cause company no budget for cupboard, only way up is out, doing this that and nothing else, spend half the day trying to make sure i don't flare up at this old virgin, the other quarter day contemplating whether should i leave, the other quater of the quarter to gossip about the old virgin, the other 3-quart of the time doing some paper work, doing some lab test, serve net again, act a little here there.

its so relaxing that i feel like i'm retiring here. even the oldies are putting in much more effort and i'm getting more pay than them. so why would i wanna leave the company and go out and restart everything again??? wonder why...

but no matter wat, please help this crazy girl out of her plight. provide her with temptations from the outside world, draw her out, give her a challenging job to do, deal with youths, deal with pple who are married, happy, grumpy, naggy, sociable, fierce, demanding, pressurizing, disciplined, lazy. just give her anything to brighten up her day. the comfort zone is too comfortable that her resignation letter has been typed and ready for tendering since july 2007, six months ago and its still not been done. ha!! hows that!

just keep a look out for her k. let her know should there be any requirements anywhere.